I’m sitting here crying just so sad. I hate this. It’s so hard physically not being able to play with my son. The little bit of energy I had went to taking down the Christmas decorations, and when it came time for me to actually play with him up in the playroom I literally can’t do anything but sit and have no personality with him. I feel like the lousiest mom in the world.”
I remember feeling just so sad and defeated. Both of which I’ve felt again since then. Pregnancy with a toddler is the hardest thing I’ve done to date—
Yes, physically. But more so emotionally. Not feeling like I’m “doing enough” or “being enough” for my son weighs so heavy on me. It feels like the energetic, playful, and super-involved mom that I was pre-pregnancy is gone.