I lived in an abusive family that barely could provide a safe place to live or enough supplies and money to provide good school. I also had seven brothers and sisters which was a lot for the small house we had. I used to watch tv shows about raising kids and always thought "Why my parents don't do that for us?" I believe they never thought of how to raise a kid, they just kept having more and more. As long as we have food on the table then that should be good. When I grew up, I swore to myself that I won't bring new humans to this cruel world, so now I'm thinking of adopting a baby, it's better to save who already seen the cruelty than bringing new one to this world. I'm just not sure how do I do that. Should I adopt a newborn whose parents left him/her? Or do I adopt a kid who is older and already got traumatized because of what he/she have been through? I also feel bad for picking, those are humans not fruits! I wish if I could adopt or foster all the kids in need around the world. No one has to suffer like I did.